Born apart

I'm just wondering how many people feel a sense of loss,loneliness,not quite fitting in, being born without a twin that you shared a womb with,but lost 5mths into gestation. Such a great loss to my mother at the time.Little did i realise the impact, that would have on my life.   Its almost like having a part of you missing,like a puzzle missing a part,incomplete. I never got to know my sister Patricia,but did i,and is she there guiding me now,as i walk lifes path?